Hello, long time no see! hm, I've been going through ups and downs recently. But you know, I told them that they can't bring me down for so long. Because my God is wayy bigger than them! :D
Yeah, at first it started out like Heaven, where I feel happiness all the time. But I know, nothing lasts forever, time flies & people change. Don't delay goodbye, cause the longer I feel heaven, the harder it will be to accept the truth. Goodbye will come sooner or later. And now, I've decided to go. It is the best way to end everything. I know God has a bigger plan for me than I had for my self and I just have to wait.
Umm, btw I have a good song by Bruno Mars to be shared, I love the lyrics, soo inspirational :)
Here it is,
Today My Life Begins
I've been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if I'd ever heal again
ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
yesterday has come and gone
and i've learn how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win
ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
life's to short to have regrets
so I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
today my life begins...
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if I'd ever heal again
ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
yesterday has come and gone
and i've learn how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win
ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
life's to short to have regrets
so I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
today my life begins...
