"Jesus is Alive" or "Ghost is Alive" ?

These are the photos from the photo-shoot that I've ever told you before, haha. Am I right? It's more like "Ghost is Alive" rather than "Jesus is Alive", isn't it? lol. well, I'm just kidding, hahaha :P enjoy!

Patience :)

Do you know how beautiful this world would be, if everyone could just lower down our ego, anger & try to be more patient? Well, it's such a hard thing to do, especially when we are overwhelmed by hatred. But it's the most important thing we could ever do to reach our happiness & to know what's the purpose of life. Sometimes we do everything without thinking the consequences, we're doing anything using our brain more than our heart. That's why you find it hard to be more patient. You must try to use your heart more than your brain, do something that can satisfy your heart too, not only your brain. Understand something with your heart, sometimes it knows something better than anything. Believe in what you feel, not in what other people's say. By doing that, you can try to be more patient in doing anything. You know, because of patience, you can see the goods in everything. Because of patience, you can love someone unconditionally. Because of patience, you won't fight & break up with the ones you loved. Because of patience, you will be more grateful in life & be happy. Imagine how you would love your life if you try to be more patient. :) God bless!

"Patience is the greatest of all virtues." - Cato de Elder

I'm Back! :D

Hey! I told you before that problems won't bring me down! haha, yeah and I prove it now! Being sad & mellow for a while that's fine, but not too long. We've got to move on and be strong! :D

Well. Yesterday was a blast! hahaha, I'm supposed to post this yesterday actually, but I was so 'busy' yesterday, lol. there was Easter Celebration at my beloved school. hahaha, a little ceremony, 'Jesus is Alive' production, - yeah! finally that production is over! I'm happy cause that means no more practice on Tuesday & Saturday, yihaa! xP - after that, we had a little 'photo-shoot', me and my friends posed as a zombie, scared the other members lol. It seemed like 'Ghost is Alive' photo shoot haha well I'm just kidding on this, no offense :p. And after that we had a competition to decorate Easter Eggs with 'Jesus is Alive' theme (again lol). My group members were Grace, Aldo & Haci haha, we were reallyyyy lazy to do that, so we started by buying things that we need and then just sitting around, only did a little decoration ... until the time was almost over! haha, the we hurried and what soo funny was, at the last minutes,- usually the girls supposed to finish the project and boys are usually play around. But, yesterday it was reversed! lol, - my friend, Aldo finished the project & I played tekken in his PSP for the first time, and I won! hahaha *i'm proud* :p i don't care if the result of the eggs are not so good, but at least I enjoyed spending a happy time with my best friends & freed me from stress! haha, and after I got home, I went to CP for "Jakarta for Jesus" KKR with Jeha, Lenny, Grace & my beloved counselor-teacher, Ms.Sisca haha, it was soooo crowded, more like a concert than a KKR, because Vaness Wu was there! wohoooo :D but to make sure, we were there for Jesus! haha, and to renewed my spirit :D after all, I really enjoyed this day, happiest day since that Friday lol. At least, I believe that God, families & friends are always here to lift me up when I am down. Thanks God, thanks everybody ♥ GBU :)

Song of The Day

I'll Always Remember You

I always knew this day would come
We’d be standing one by one
With our future in our hands
So many dreams so many plans

Always knew after all these years
There’d be laughter there’d be tears
But never thought that I’d walk away
with so much joy but so much pain
And it’s so hard to say goodbye

But yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I’ll always remember you

Nanananana

Another chapter in the book cant go back but you can look
And there we are on every page
Memories I’ll always save
Up ahead on the open doors
Who knows what were heading towards?
I wish you love I wish you luck
For you the world just opens up
But it’s so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I’ll always remember you

Everyday that we had all the good all the bad
I’ll keep them here inside
All the times we shared every place everywhere
You touched my life
Yeah one day we’ll look back we’ll smile and we’ll laugh
But right now we just cry
Cause it’s so hard to say goodbye


Yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I’ll always remember you

Nanananana

I’ll always remember you
I’ll always remember you

*well, this is what I'm feeling now, this is what my heart wants to tell ya..*

Quote Of The Day

"I didn't say 'I love you' to hear it back. I said it to make sure you knew." - The Notebook

GOODBYE

What a 'huge' present (message) I received today, well you're right, you're thinking about your & my future. And I know it's the best way to end everything. I promise that we'll both make our separate way, and find our own happy endings. Thank you for all the lessons you've taught me.Thank you for all the memories you had given me. You've made me who I am today. Thank you for everything. I won't cry, I won't reply, and maybe that will be our last conversation. But the memories will always stay here, in my heart. 

And I hope, if we ever meet again someday, please remember me as your best friend, your classmate when we were in grade 7, and the one who has ever been in your life before. And when that day comes, I hope to see each one of us with our own happy life, you & I become a man & a woman. God bless you. I wish you love & I wish you luck. :)

White Thursday & Good Friday

Well, yesterday was White Thursday, and as a Catholic, I went to church with my parents & my best buddy haha :D just like last week, churching with him is always fun yet crazy! lol, the ceremony started at 8 actually, but I arrived half an hour before so I can get a seat inside or at least in the church hall, haha. The ceremony finished at 10, and then on the way home he slept in my car, haha he's very funny so I took a couple pictures of him! LOL, I'm not gonna post 'em here, or else he'll get angry at me :p and don't tell him about this! *sssssttt..* hahaha, ah I'm supposed to post this yesterday, but it was almost midnight when I arrived home, so I was just fell asleep, lol.

And today is Good Friday, the day when Jesus died for us on this day looonggg time ago to redeemed our sins. That's why we have to be the good disciples of Him & put our faith in Him. And today, I promise to repent, well, I've been bad for a while, and start from now on, I promise to come back on the right track.

Dear Jesus, I promise to keep leaning on YOU, and let YOU lead my way. Amen. :)

What's so important about PRIDE??

It's so saddening that people nowadays keep torturing themselves only for the sake of pride. It's like people are thinking that, pride is their god, something that is so important and number one. Oh c'mon, does pride ever give you happiness? Does pride brings you a happy life?? If the answer is yes, maybe you're a pride-aholic, and you don't know what happiness is. You know, pride only gives you a short satisfaction, and not happiness. I wonder why thousands or millions of people are fighting, splitting, falling out or whatever just because a fucking single word called pride?! And they are sacrificing their happiness only for that pride. It's just pathetic. and I really really wish people would just let go their pride for their happiness and love. Well, there's a quote that said, 

“It is better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than to lose that someone you love with your useless pride.”

Yeah, it might sounds crazy, but that's a good message, why you have to lose something so important only for the sake of pride? Just, think about it!

THANKFUL

Do you know why we have to be thankful? The reason is just simple, in life we may never had everything, but we never had nothing. And the more you appreciate what you have now, the more you feel happiness in your life. See things positively, look for what have you got, not for what you want. Because happiness is not having what you want, but it is wanting what you have.

Song of The Day ♥

 I'll Stand By You

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess, could make me love you less

I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So, if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Yeah

Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you
No, no, no, no, no
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you

well, this song really suits my feeling these days, this whole lyrics are just like the words inside my heart, lol :D

Quote Of The Day :)

Life is beautiful when you appreciate what you have now :) 

Problems make us stronger!

Dear you, maybe this is crazy but, i just wanna thank you for everything, thank you for hurting me because that's what makes me now, you taught me to be strong. and now i can just laugh at my other problems, maybe someone else's problems, because i know, i can get through this, so i should be able to get through the other ones, and so are they. well, nobody wants to have a problem or getting hurt, but that's all that makes us stronger & makes us keep growing. actually, we need problems to help us grow. It sounds crazy but it's true, we need problems as much as we hate them. so, be thankful for all your problems, face them! and show them that you can survive!

intro ♥

hey this is me, fika :) 1st time to have a blog & this is my first post, well still don't know what to talk about, andd kinda late now, nite hihi xD